| | I've felt so light and carefree this morning - knowing I don't have to play the piano, like I did last week. It's good for me to stretch myself, it's good to be obedient and it's good to put aside my own terrors - or deal with working in spite of them - all of that. But, in the final analysis, I just feel glad that I can go today and not have to deal with playing the piano!
But, what a change. I remember the day when I felt just as terrified about even being on a stage, much less holding a microphone in my hand. Now, here I am filling in for people on praise team. No one would get what a transformation that is for me - not so much that I'm doing it but more that I'm not freaking out about it days ahead of time and making myself sick with worry and dread about what might happen on the stage.
Change is never as fast or as dramatic as I would like - but God is good. |
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